Invited to "Wake Up", Olta Gixhari spoke about the relationship she had with Amos inside the "Big Brother VIP" house.
She says that the fact that she became so attached to Amos inside "Big Brother" was that she only knew Amos and had friends from outside. Olta, through tears, said that she was very hurt by the fact that the public had made fun of her when she cried for Amos' departure. According to her, this hurt her more than the fact that people hated or bullied her while staying at home.
Olta Gixhari : The only person I felt like a brother, like a very important part of me from the outside, but who was inside, who was Amos. And when I cried in that way and when I saw now that I came out that they had made fun of my tears in there, that was the moment that I felt the most sorry for. I was not so sorry when I saw how much they hated me and how much they bullied me in some form, or how much they addressed me with hateful language. I was touched now! I am very touched. I am very sensitive and cry very easily, but it is very difficult to cry there.
It's the moment when Amos left the house and I cried, maybe a little theatrically, but I grew up with theater. Before people cast an opinion on you, they should do an analysis of who I am and where I come from. I am a person who grew up in the theater since the 5th grade I was involved in ballet and theater. My ways may be a bit theatrical, but trust me they are as real as my real life. My life on stage is just as real and just as real as my life that I live every day at home, in my pajamas with my red squares that I don't take off and the circles under my eyes every morning, it's just as real .
It didn't hurt me that they doubted me, it hurt me that they mocked me. I was the same character inside the house who said why doesn't she cry and she will only bring out her strong side as a strong woman who doesn't shed tears easily etc, etc and the first time I do after 1 month which was also a form of dismissal because you have to do an analysis, when I did it, how I did it, who escaped me, where I come from so that you can understand my explosion. I had never cried a day until that day.
Neada Muçaj: Here they were based on the fact that you didn't cry about your son's video.
Olta Gixhari: I cried the next day and cried for 6 days straight.