"I shot my son with autism", the chilling confession of Edmond Tupes: He said to me "Oh, I have a brother", that's when I was disarmed!

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"I shot my son with autism", the chilling confession of Edmond Tupes:
Edmond Tupe

The writer Edmond Tupja, who was invited to "Mos i bjer me top" on Top Channel, shared with the public a sad moment of his life.

He reveals that he has an autistic son, but one thing that has stuck in his life is when he hunted him because he wouldn't let him sleep.

Due to fatigue and insomnia, Tupja says that he shot his son who was not letting him sleep, and his son's answer "I have you, brother or father" touched him immeasurably and changed him a lot.

Edmond Tupja:  The moment that shocked me the most in my life was when the boy was diagnosed with autism. There was no violence yet, but he spent whole nights without sleep and did not let us sleep. I wrote in the book "pain forgives love". During the sleeping hours, the boy's bed was on my side, not on my wife's side because she got tired, devoted herself endlessly, she is the heroine of my family. She gave up painting, she was a good painter. He gave up illustrating children's books.

We had sleepless nights, being without sleep is terrible. Your brain couldn't relax. We had been like this for weeks, I was so embarrassed that I didn't belong to myself and at a certain moment he was talking, arguing, I was dizzy from insomnia, I saw a hand that went and hit my son, it was my hand. I was unaware of what I was doing and I hear the boy's voice "Oh, you killed me, father". Then I heard my voice "I did it well" and then I heard my son who was completely disarmed "I have you, brother or father".

This "I have you brother or father", this changed me (tears). It broke my soul, but it changed me. From then on I pulled myself together. They give you love. When his mother cooks something that he likes, he goes without feeling from behind and kisses her on the back, "Mom, I love you, Dad, I love you, I have you here in my heart" .


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