I sat on the grave board kissing my daughter's shadow

2022-07-10 16:36:40Pikëpamje SHKRUAR NGA ÇUN LAJçI
I sat on the grave board kissing my daughter's shadow
Chun Lajçi

Hold on these days so that the night does not consume you and does not whiten you without the path to the path of solitude!
Beat your chest! Take a look at yourself like Leka to that great John! Take out the ofshama because you don't know tomorrow and today, don't believe that she runs away as if you were scared!
You can sleep and not wake up and the short days remain without mourning.

Beat your chest, scratch your face! With your feet, you spread the earth today for yesterday, and tomorrow for today, because when the sun gets dark, or it snows, or the wind blows, and the body is broken by the branches, and the branches are folded on top of each other, you rot in your own oak tree!

Keep this day, you who broke yesterday, you who fell today in the pain that will continue tomorrow. I said to myself as I rested on the grave of my plant!
I'm taking care of you, I'm taking care of your soul, I told him, but I can't see you and waver.

And I sat down on the tombstone that awaits me and kissed the shadow of my daughter. Then I took a deep breath and a thin mist of twilight fell on my face. The leaves of the trees playing over the silent graves caught my attention. Did they speak to me or did I speak to myself, how do I know, when my ofshama mingled with the rustling of dry leaves.
Gajret you need me when you lose your patience! When the pain in the marrow can be defeated! When longing becomes red like the sky at dusk! Tell others how to live with pain and how you walk with good memories that run away and don't take you with you! Who return and do not count among the living!
I told the stone that it has the patience of centuries and is not called ofshamash.

I spared myself. I said I need to drink water in the rain of the days that are coming, and my legs won't take me to the path where today is separated from tomorrow.

Hold on even this day because the other one is not known how it will come and the boy has to eat a loaf of bread at the table of friends, without rubbing his forehead over his eyebrows and his eyebrows over his eyelashes!

I'm still walking today, I said to the tombstone when I left, but don't wait for me tomorrow because the weather is changing and it might snow and my shoes might slip when I go down the alley and I won't be able to sit on you and speak to me with the spirit of what is inside you!
I was evil yesterday. I saw myself as a raven among the graves!


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