Selvije Jao has commemorated her late husband, Shpat Kasapi , who passed away a few weeks ago, on November 26, due to a heart attack.
Through a post on "InstaStory", she shared for the first time the last conversation she had with Shpat, regarding his entry into Big Brother Vip, where he confessed that his biggest concern was not about the game, but about his family.
"When Shpati was thinking of entering Big Brother, he asked me: "Will you be able to cope with my absence and take care of Roel alone, while I'm in Big?" I told him without thinking twice: "Definitely... I'll have you 24/7 in front of my eyes." - as if jokingly," she wrote, adding further that she never thought she would face an exceptional absence from Shpati.
"But I never thought that life would challenge me like this. That all those plans, strategies, preparations, dreams... would end in your eternal absence. I waited until these moments! I waited for you to enter Big. as if everything was just a long delay," she says.
Among other things, Selvija has not hesitated to hide her longing for her husband, whom she says she looks for everywhere. She writes that their son, Roeli, is growing up without his father and that she herself is trying to get used to a pain that never goes away.
"My heart is breaking from your absence, because I look for you everywhere... and I can't find you anywhere. Roeli grows up without your hand, and I learn every day to live with a pain that never learns to go away. I miss you, Shpat. I miss you more than words can hold," writes Selvije Jao.